♥Aku & Dia♥

Bila dilema masak... En. Hubby pandai je beli lauk utk dmasak... Tgh masak2... Tiba2 ada bunyi wechat... Buka jer voice msg dr dia...

"Kmk ada beli sayur dgn ikan utk dgoreng klak"

Reply simple jer... Just "Ok"... My savior!!! You save my day today... I love you dear... Mwah ♥ ♥ ♥

♥UPT result♥

Sedihnya bila buat UPT fail... Rupa2nya... Mmg nak period... Lepas wat UPT tu... Keesokan hari dpt spotting... Nie la resultnya... Xpa... Cuba lagi smpai dpt kata hubby... Bilala agaknya dpt baby nie... Tringin sgt... Takut nak branak lambat.. Umur pun dh nak msuk 27thn... Target nak ada 2 anak sbelum umur 30...

♥2015♥

Tahun nie la pmulaan hidup baru... Hidup tanpa keluarga... Hanya berada di samping org yg tcinta...
Aku masih ingat lagi... 5hb Jan... Tarikh di mana aku keluar dari rumah... Dekat 3 bulan dah blalu... Tinggal bsama sang cinta.. My hubby, Izwan Kwan...

Inilah keputusan ku... Bsama mu tanpa sbrg pyesalan... Kau lah yg trindah dalam hidup ku...
Bsama2 kita mnanti cahaya mata... Dgn penuh dugaan dan cabaran... Jgn pernah tinggalkan aku...
Jgn pernah putus asa... Kmk syg ktk, ngek!

♥UPT test negatif lagi...♥

Again, 2 UPT test bg result negatif lagi... Tp drpd 20 ptanda hamil... 18 dah aku mrasa... But end up dgn yg ke-19... Read it from this link: http://gejalapenyakitmu.blogspot.com/2013/06/tanda-kehamilan-ciri-wanita-hamil-muda.html

Seem like I putting my hope too high again... But I still keep hoping... Even the result is negative...
This time... Aku nak wat scanning... I don't care... I just need to scan to reconfirm... Whatever the result is... Atleast, I could know... What is the problem I'm facing with of hard to get pregnant... 

Dah dekat 4 month period x datang... Today is the 4th day of period... Breast pain is still on going... Even today pening... Mual... Xkan la sbb stress kot...